It's over!

I have to say that I once thought that because I had actually met Nyenna and Titus, held them, and heard their voices that I could endure through their adoptions easier. Because I would have that much more to hold on to. Well that's ALL over! It's safe to say I have re-entered the pain of adoption! I miss my kids! It's so wonderful to have Kojo home, but at the same time he is a constant reminder that our son and daughter are still half way around the world...just waiting to come home. I had a dream last night that Nyenna came home and she was very fair skinned and had RED hair. I thought but I've met her and she didn't look like this. Then in my dream I asked Melodie, "Why does she look so different? and Melodie said, " Oh it's just the Irish in her coming out, it happens sometimes." Nyenna's last name is, "McGill"!!!! As silly as the dream is... I woke up missing her sooooo much!
The warm fuzzy feelings are officially over. I'm now, once again, broken hearted over my Liberian beauties!

Donna sent me this picture of Nyenna tonight. She was able to go to the beach on an outing with a few other kids! We are so hoping and praying that their adoption will be finalized this month! That would mean great progress:)